We lost ourselves for a while, but it’s been buried deep in the ground. This is a bit of an apology to everyone on here as well for disappearing. I missed you all. I missed myself. I missed her. I missed magick. I couldn’t be happier to return.
I’m so sick of crying and heaving. I need my magick back.
Having awakened a little under a year ago, I am definitely younger ‘kin, and here’s the thing. That’s okay. I think too often do people enter into all of this, panic, and feel as if they must act like they have everything together. I see too many newly awakened kin rushing to put titles on things to make themselves look more mature. This leads too often people misinforming themselves and others. It’s okay to be new. Take your time. Everyone has a beginning. Become a student and educate yourself and then never stop. Keep reading. Keep asking question. Don’t be afraid to challenge yourself and others (Just do be as polite as possible about it!). Check your resource and check your resource’s resources. Look at opposing opinions and different definition. Don’t stop learning. There’s always more to know. Always.
Questioning things. I don’t think I’m going to make it as long as I thought I would.
“like drunken summer kites.”
I just wanted to drop by here and remind you that I love you so much, my dear. We’re on the edge of glory, you and I. Can you feel the city lights begin to leave sunburns on our skins? I’m most comfortable in mine when it’s pressed to yours. I’m spilling my thunderstorms down to notebooks pages and creating new languages to find words for this love. Make the days count because our cages are opening. I love you, darling. I love you so
Big moons are full of I miss you’s.
We’s and I swear’s I never knew were there. (Boi, are they the prettiest things I’ve ever heard.)
I can’t wait to hold you again. Let’s set a date. My magick is at it’s peek while traveling through books and under trees with tangled legs. You are my light. You are the one.
It’s time to go. It’s time to go.
The trees here have been lovely, and they have honestly brought me to tears a few times. They feel like the ones you see in memories. I’m going to miss this place, but I’m more than ready to be home. More than ready.
I miss the magick in your touch and the auroras in your eyes. Be safe and take care of yourself for me, my love. Until I can be home and wrap myself into candle light lips.
I’ve stressed from the very first second of awakening to myself, Aisling, and many of you that under no circumstance can you let your identity get in the way of your purpose on here. Of course, I get being homesick, and I understand missing your former body. You can not let that get in the way of now though. Now you are in a human body on earth and need to do human things to function. Do not use your identity as an excuse. It is not an excuse. It is never an excuse. There is no way I could ever let anything let alone the fact that my soul is elven get in the way of my daily functioning. You have to be stronger than that. You are here for a reason. It is not a mistake that your soul found it’s way into your body. This body is required to do certain things to survive just like any of other. Treat it well. Treat this life well. Do not let your identity stop you from doing good to yourself here. It will not pay you well here to do otherwise, and it definitely will effect you in your next lives. I encourage you all to make a difference here. Make something of yourself here. Do good here. It will only bring positive things in the end. I promise.